…And the day begins… December 29, 2011
Posted by LexiAnnRe in : Blogs On Posts In The PC Forums, Random Posts, Struggles , add a commentHaving a convo back and forth with someone, I feel like shareing it here…
This will prolly be updated through the day… *just trying to find something to keep busy with*
Pain Redefined by Disturbed December 27, 2011
Posted by LexiAnnRe in : Official Songs/Lyrics/Singers, Struggles , add a commentI haven’t heard this song for a really long time, until It popped into my head, and had to go and listen to it. Realizing that it really fits a part of-if not all- of my life right now…
I am doing slightly better than I was earlier today… but its because of numbing out to the best of my abilities right now. I now Cymbalta does this for me (which is pretty much the only reason I believe it helps with the depression), But as my past blogs have recently stated, that is one of those meds that was cold turkey’d Friday night…
I’m still very depressed, but not feeling it so much anymore.. It only shows in the loss in interest in pretty much everything… the lack in motivation… Not really being all here in the head to fully comprehend things, and thinking about just one positive thing about myself, or something that I like about myself, took over 5 minutes. Along with many other signs… such as my dots… yup those…
Anyways, on to the lyrics… (Oh, and Copy and paste from a lyrics site, then add customizations to the looks of the words, And sometimes they are known for not having lyrics right, but this the closest I will be able to get them).
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