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Coming out of the fog.. March 15, 2011

Posted by LexiAnnRe in : Struggles , add a comment

First, i’m gonna have to try and find a way to change all of the font on this blog skin to a light font, just because it’s unreadable! lol

Second… lately i’ve been in a detached kind of mode, and not really here. I started coming out of it last night. My concentration is still pretty poor as i’m having troubles even typing what i wanted to say here. I find that i like Assemblage 23′s music when I’m in or near the depressed state. Just seems to express my feelings, when i can’t myself.
During this past week, I lost touch with all of my friends and family. and most aren’t talking to me, even tho I’ve started sending texts and calls back to them. I guess that understandable, since I didn’t return any of their calls or texts over the past week.
It also seems that only one comes around ONLY when i’m depressed or in a not content state. … and i’m starting to become aware of things more that I didn’t realize.

Hopefully by writing this, I and anyone else who reads this and is having  a hard time now, or in the the future will see there is a glimmer of hope to continue onward for. Things still are looking bad through my eyes, but they aren’t as bad as they were.