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Pain Redefined by Disturbed December 27, 2011

Posted by LexiAnnRe in : Official Songs/Lyrics/Singers, Struggles , add a comment

I haven’t heard this song for a really long time, until It popped into my head, and had to go and listen to it. Realizing that it really fits a part of-if not all- of my life right now…
I am doing slightly better than I was earlier today… but its because of numbing out to the best of my abilities right now. I now Cymbalta does this for me (which is pretty much the only reason I believe it helps with the depression), But as my past blogs have recently stated, that is one of those meds that was cold turkey’d Friday night…
I’m still very depressed, but not feeling it so much anymore.. It only shows in the loss in interest in pretty much everything… the lack in motivation… Not really being all here in the head to fully comprehend things, and thinking about just one positive thing about myself, or something that I like about myself, took over 5 minutes. Along with many other signs… such as my dots… yup those…
Anyways, on to the lyrics… (Oh, and Copy and paste from a lyrics site, then add customizations to the looks of the words, And sometimes they are known for not having lyrics right, but this the closest I will be able to get them).

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While Writing The Current Mood Earlier… December 27, 2011

Posted by LexiAnnRe in : Med/Therapy/Pdoc Talk, Struggles , add a comment

As this is the full post (Under 12/27/2011 @ 9:47am’s Contributing Factors) that was later shorten to make it short and sweet.
As my main intention is not to have a super large blog on that page. It’s just to be short and sweet, with maybe one or two sentences per space, on the “Recording The Moods” page.

12/27/2011 @ 9:47am :
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