More I wishes… January 1, 2012
Posted by LexiAnnRe in : Blogs On Posts In The PC Forums, I Wish Lists , add a comment1:03pm:
I Wish that the person who claimed my doggy, would just come and pick him up… It’s much like being told I have to get my blood drawn tomorrow, then end up in the waiting room for hours… Making the event way much worse than it has to be…
I wish i could celebrate my birthday this year…
I wish my birthday card that arrived in the mail from my biological mom wasnt taken out of my hands and riped into pieces then i got yelled at for having it, as if I WAS THE ONE WHO BOUGHT THE CARD AND SENT IT TO MYSELF . *Eye rolls*
I wish i could see my T this week…
I wish this year will be much better than the last…
I wish i evened out my karma from all the shiz from last year.
I wish i could move out RIGHT NOW!!
I wish i could get help for the dissocatiating thing right now too..
I still have a lot of wishes.. I wonder if i will ever not have so many wishes.. then I also wonder would that be a good or bad thing that i no longer had so many wishes.. I guess wishing isn’t just wishes… They are words spoken in hopefullness, and seeing a future…
1:16pm:
I wish such parents didn’t exsist.. I wish you two could get rid of THEM. (instead of them getting rid of you).
I wish there was something I could do to help you two. (I know and have been in that spot quite a few times. and sometimes walking right into the fight getting blind sided with a book or something when I walked right into it, not knowing it was going on(another reason why i stay in my room. I have walked out into more than one time).
I wish parents wouldn’t take their children for granted and use them as mental or physical punching bags…
I wish we all could get out of this sucky situation we all are in..
I wish I could help in some way, I wish i could be there to comfort you, I wish I could be there and hold you close and cover your ears and tell you it’s okay, and it’s not your fault! No matter what anyone else says or leads you to believe!! You are not responsible for their actions and their words! And you are not responsible to their thoughts or feelings either!! I wish we had teleportation devices, and could set up places in our rooms for when it got bad we could just teleport to someone who wasn’t currently having an issue within the house.
I wish that we weren’t the ones hurting!!!
More of the I Wish’s December 31, 2011
Posted by LexiAnnRe in : Blogs On Posts In The PC Forums, I Wish Lists , add a comment1:48pm:
I wish so many things, that I wouldn’t know where to begin….
9:11pm:
I wish I could keep my doggy, but i know it’s for the best anyways…
I wish the neighbor’s didn’t set off fireworks right by the window where my window heater was running, and sending all the firework smoke in my room.
I wish everyone a Happy new year…
I wish an appartment would open up asap!…
I wish I wasn’t so depressed, and i wish that the good things that happen to me would cheer me up, instead of staying in the depressed state..
I wish that I didn’t feel so weak over all of this..
I wish that I was “strong enough” to play the “doing great” part…
I wish that wishes weren’t just wishes.
“Daily list of things you wish for” post December 30, 2011
Posted by LexiAnnRe in : I Wish Lists , add a commentI lost what count i was on, but it’s all in the same category, and dated so that will keep them in order i supose..
I kinda miss those spammers that would come by posting random stuff to my blogs tho… lol I haven’t gotten a comment in like AGES!! …
11:33pm:
I wish someone would adopt Todd.
I wish things had went better today.
I wish it wasn’t the weekend.
I wish I wasn’t struggling so much right now.
I wish i didnt feel like EVERYONE has turned on me and hates me.
I wish…. the panic attacks would stop…
I wish my discount card for public transport van thing here would hurry up in the mail and get here…
I wish jan 5th would hurry up..
I wish todd could walk himself.
I wish i had my get up and go back.
Daily “I Wish” List – 3 December 30, 2011
Posted by LexiAnnRe in : I Wish Lists , add a comment3:48am:
I wish my eyes would stop burning, and i would stop itching.
I wish i could just be me.
I wish i could be able to make choices without everyone making me feel guilty, and like i was trying to personally attack them or something by me stating i was planning on going to the hospital.
I wish people would just understand.
I wish doctors would help!
I wish i had some more Boost drinks or something to om nom on.
I wish i wasn’t so grumpy, and negative today.
12:48pm:
I wish i wasn’t so confused.
I wish things weren’t the way that they were.
I wish i could find something to keep me occupied.
I wish my mind wouldn’t start thinking and longing on stuff that I shouldn’t be thinking or longing for…
I wish i wouldn’t feel guilty if I went back to my old coping ways…
Daily “I Wish” List – 2 December 28, 2011
Posted by LexiAnnRe in : Blogs On Posts In The PC Forums, I Wish Lists, Random Posts, Struggles , add a comment12/28/2011:
I wish i wasn’t feeling so much hurt inside…
I wish I could have my cake and eat it too (why on earth do people buy cakes but dont eat them?)..
I wish i could feel some kind of comfort on the inside…
Daily I Wish List… December 27, 2011
Posted by LexiAnnRe in : Blogs On Posts In The PC Forums, I Wish Lists , add a commentThread can be found here.
I wish i was happy.
I kinda wish the dream i had this morning was real.
I wish i could find my “get up and go”.
I wish i didn’t feel so alone..
I wish there wasn’t a block at every path I go to get better.
I wish i didn’t feel like crying.
I wish my nose would un plug, and my face would stop burning…
I wish i knew why i’m crying now…
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